it could all be so simple.. but you'd rather make it hard
loving you is like a battle, and we both end up with scars
tell me, who i have to be to get some reciprocity
no one loves you more than me (and no one ever will)
is this just a silly game that forces you to act this way
forces you to scream my name then pretend that you can't stay
tell me, who i have to be to get some reciprocity
see no one loves you more than me (and no one ever will)
i keep letting you back in how can i explain myself
as painful as this thing has been
I JUST CAN'T BE WITH NO ONE ELSE
cause no one's hurt me more than you (and no one ever will)
where were you, when i needed you?

your eyes they send me to eternity
your heart may cast me down to hell
i am down..
but lately it's your love that's condemnation enough
identify!
please identify if it's me you want standing by your side.
identify these tears of mine!
am i lonely or am i just alive?
i let time decide who and what would stand its test of love.
your hands were speaking. no?
i felt the movement go.
the ice was breaking,
so i wonder why did i identify with you, my love?
to leave me empty and see if i'd survive?
for every questioned hour, for every second devoured,
you let me wonder you into a myth that i misidentify.
am i lonely or am i just alive?

it's getting closer to the end, every part of me
then disaster takes its toll and i'm left with only me
maybe sorrow plays a role when you feel unkind
your abuses matter, standing up forever lost in time
save me before i drown
it's getting closer to the end, i look back and smile
we conquered every single bump in my road, made it all worthwhile
just remember how i cared when it came crashing down
i'd like to toast to all those angels that were always hanging 'round
maybe life ain't what it seems, 'cause it's all a dream
forgive me
sometimes i feel like a fool 'cause i'm so uncool
forgive me

metaphor for a missing moment
pull me into your perfect circle
one womb, one shape, one resolve
liberate this will
to release us all
gotta cut away, clear away
snip away and sever this
umbilical residue that is
keeping ME from killing YOU
and from pulling you down with me in here
i can almost hear you scream
give me
one more medicated peaceful moment.....